it's nice to miss someone and have them miss you back

i feel so dorky when i call him and ramble on
he ain't so chatty on the phone, but i know he appreciates the phone call

o lord, i'm smitten :P

friday and today have been nice
relaxing
i'll toke and chill out side maybe?
i made two glasses chains on friday
they look soo good
hank likes 'em
he see a future in them :P

yo la tengo in dallas in january
flaming lips in denton in march
crazy shit

i woke up late for my last exam
it made me laugh how ridiculous i am
i was convinced it was at 10am not 8
so i show up
took the test
mr.theriot talied up my grade it was an 88
which i'm happy about
but then he bumbed it up to an A-
what a nice man :]

probably my only A this semester
so i will enjoy that thought for a while

i've been more thankful latley or the things that i have
i don't think i've ever been this aware of all the opportunies
and people to be thankful for.
though, i'm still aware that it hasn't been the best few months.
that will be remedied some how

jordan and i hung out the other night
he was confiding in me .
i had the desire to as well
and i did, but idk
sometimes, i feel like that only one i can talk to is bianca
i want more people to be open with
i've been uncomforatble with myself
that makes it hard for me to speak my mind

jordan and b make me feel the most comfortable
rome and i hung out yesterday
i hate how are friendship is now
well have nothing much to say


i want to obtain more knowledge
to dazzel people with
but at the same time i dislike that urning
it seems like a miss use of information
i fear the idea of people thinking i'm ignoant


i do want information for myself.......
would that make me feel better?

i want to get into the christmas spirit
hank said he'd watch a christmas movie with me this weekend
i'll choose "it's a wonderful life"
i really do love that movie

i freaked out for a second
i thought i was gonna spend my new years alone
i only want to spend new years with my mama and sister
if not them, who else?
i'd love to be with 360 +
but that ain't happening
or with debbie

either i'm under stimulated or i'm just trying to stir up a problem
i never know anymore
i feel so average sometimes or most times


i remember in middle school mike segura telling me that to take scrathes away from cds you can put tooth paste on it. i never tried it , but remembered. i just tried it on my belle and sebastian cd. you couldn't play it past the first 2 mins on the first song yesterday, but it's playing just fine right now. i've been wanting to listen to it for a few days now. thanks mike for the advice. hahaa

i take it back, it's still skippin' alittle

woke up to a pretty boy with slender hips
and apples beneath the skin of his arms.
we, for breakfast, feasted upon oatmeal and low budget pastries with molten hot flavoring seeping out of them. i burned my tongue.

i wove
read
saw mr. fox at the cinema
and laid in bed giggling again.
i wooed him with my long boarding skills
he also wooed me
he looks so damn hunky on that thing




been at the studio a lot this past week because of finals
i really dig my last piece for printing and so did the hall monitor, paul
i like paul, he's got something great about him. just the way he handles him self

sleepy

i want to see you girls this christmas
idk if i will, ubt i'm am kinda looking forward to spending most of my time here in denton. i can be a little more productive here. i won't end up just watching the tube and loosing my appetite.
instead i'll keep making things.